Be better...

This is ridiculous. Just get over it. Stop obsessing. There is nothing more you can do. I know it's hard, but please, for the sake of your sanity and well-being, you have got to stop this. You were doing so well. Don't let this ruin everything you've worked so hard to accomplish. If you don't turn around now, you could possibly lose yourself for good. Have faith. Stay positive. Keep working hard. Remember what you are fighting for. It will all be okay. Everything will turn out right in the end. Even though it doesn't seem that way now, it will be okay. Don't lose hope. Don't give up. Don't be like this. Be better than this. Do better than this. I know you can.