Just have to say...

It's late and I've spent the last two hours writing and sending emails and I'm way behind on my homework for classes tomorrow and I'm so, so tired and I'm struggling with so much right now and I'm not sure how to make things better, but I just have to say:

Thank you, J&R, for being who you are. Y'all are truly the two halves of me and I don't know how I would get by without you. Your words were perfect - made me laugh, made me think, made me reflect, made me ponder, made me remember, made me cry (but just a little). I wish I could call you right now and know that you were literally in the next room and then we could gather in the hallway in front of my bedroom door and have a pow-wow right there on the floor and come up with a solution to all of our problems. But I guess I will just have to settle with what we have right now: R returning to the cold, dark place; J continuing working for the man; and me giving it the old college try.

However, more and more I am leaning towards R's idea: let's just the three of us move to Hawaii. What do you think? Maybe we could all pitch in and get one of those mega-yachts...