concentration

for the life of me i could not concentrate at work today.

too many things on my mind:

people

places

events

emotions

experiences

conversations

comments

feelings

food

during my conference period i just kind of stared at my calendar.

stared at my phone.

stared at my empty classroom.

stared at the papers on my desk

stared at my work email inbox.

stared at my phone again.

stared at the clock.

by the end of the day i felt so discombobulated i didn't know where i was or what i was doing.

and the sad thing is i don't foresee my concentration problems being solved anytime soon.

humph.

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wait.  what was i talking about?