It's been of those days.
One of those days where I wake up and wonder why I even bothered; where my stomach is still aching from the all-together un-nutritious take-out dinner I consumed the night before because my fridge is empty because I've been out of town for a week and I have yet to restock it.
One of those days where I furiously finish an assignment at 6am that is due at 8am; where both of my printers decide to jointly go on the fritz and instead of printing out my paper, the one spews out blank pages with lines of secret code and the other jams up on every single page I put in it.
One of those days where if it weren't for the 80% humidity and gloomy cloud cover, it would have been a gorgeous day; where my hair frizzes and curls out of control and I wonder what the point of make-up and styling products is.
One of those days where I can't do anything right and everything under the sun seems to want me to fail; where I am dropping or breaking everything I touch and I wonder how I haven't fallen down yet.
One of those days where the liberal and opposing views of those around me and especially of the university I have chosen to attend are really starting to get to me; where I am so frustrated with trying to reconcile the notion of living in the world but not being of the world.
One of those days where I can't look anyone in the eye because I'm afraid that if I open my mouth I am either going to burst into tears or start screaming and cursing the skies; where I am thisclose to skipping at least one if not all of my classes in favor of locking myself in my apartment, curling up in my bed and drifting off into a sweet oblivion of nothingness.
One of those days where as hard as I try I just can't make myself smile; where I am so frustrated with myself and with my own shortcomings that I am having a hard time seeing beyond the here and now, wondering how anything is ever going to change.
Yup. It's been one of those days.
I'm hoping tomorrow is one of those other days...